I was trying to write then and I found the greatest difficulty was to put down what really happened in action; what the actual things were which produced the emotion that you experienced…the real thing, the sequence of motion and fact which made the emotion and which would be as valid in a year or ten years or, with luck and if you stated it purely enough, always.
Writing it's not an easy job. I'm trying right now to write my master thesis and it doesn't come out so easyly. I have to find structure and also some discipline. Without discipline, as my great master says, you're gone.